this is ridiculous i have been trying to write for hours and i am only…half done i guess? I guess i will just go to sleep and finish tomorrow before class in the afternoon because there is no point in my sitting here staring at this open word doc.
I hate my brain a lot of the time, and now is one of those times where i Most Definitely hate my brain.
geeez i forgot how awful i am at writing papers. i have been sitting here for almost 4 and a half hours and i still only have an outline. and not a very good one.
i wish i could focus
im in one of those periods in my life where i cant focus on anything i cant finish an assignment i cant listen to one song for more than 5 seconds i cant sit through a tv show episode i cant finish a book i cant write a story
all i can do is stare blankly at the wall and wish i had something to do but everything i could do or want to do is just supremely unsatisfying
I’ve had a combination of Steven universe’s “giant woman” ukelele song and “How Bad Can I Be?” stuck in my head for two days now
I’m strongly considering writing a werewolf story for my narrative illustration class to fulfill the supernatural prompt for this week. I kind of want to make her [the were character] trans but I don’t even know any dmab girls and so what if I messed up?? also i think that my teacher might want there to be a Concrete Reason which I don’t have
(also yes, i know that werewolf is technically a gendered term but i can’t seem to find a female or neutral equivalent for it)
does anyone have any advice??